i can't connect properly with other people on the internet. i think that i am not wired the way normal people are. i'm not like anyone, really. i am like my friends, we are in-between. we don't belong to cliques or cults. we are each very individual. i like this, but sometimes i wish i could be like the girl who is popular, who says what everyone wants to hear, and who looks the way everyone wants her to look.