i can't believe this.

i can't believe this.
fuck.


He's gay.








well now i have to start all over again.
# Posted on Friday, 20 April 2007 at 9:09 PM

stars and eyelashes, my last resorts

i wish i had the courage.


Lord give me grace and dancing feet...
stars and eyelashes, my last resorts
# Posted on Wednesday, 18 April 2007 at 11:21 PM

Manic Oppressive

Antecedent to
the anti-thesis
of the Anti-decent.
you dance on fire
but are you fast enough to freeze?
Manic Oppressive
# Posted on Wednesday, 18 April 2007 at 11:13 PM

Last Night

you held my smile in your hand
and threw it back
in a goodbye wave.
i wish i could
wrap my arms around
your laughter
and hold it close, to keep
me warm all winter.
Last Night
# Posted on Tuesday, 17 April 2007 at 6:36 PM
Edited on Tuesday, 17 April 2007 at 7:54 PM

a poem for a lamp

a poem for a lamp
a light in a window
shines like a sun.
Up high but not bright.
Its dull like a smooth varnish,
worn after years
by a table that saw too many
skotch glasses and hot plates.

it whispers of a vague hope.
it languidly sighs a soft truth.
it breathes a dying breath
and goes out at midnight.
# Posted on Wednesday, 11 April 2007 at 9:09 PM